Some one rightly said "Ah, women. They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent" (Some one = Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche). I have been one among the unfortunate few who has'nt been in the company of too many woman. I am also one among the many losers who console themselves with the "I haven't met the right person" kind of talk..
When I heard the statement sometime back, I laughed at it. How can someone impact your life so deeply? But then I have come to realize that it is indeed possible. But the big factor for this impact is actually YOU. Yes, you heard it right. Its your own mind. I have been out of my previous relationship around 7 months back and now I feel I am in a great shape.I know about myself a lot better now. It feels great to be embracing life. Infact, more greedier than ever to make up for the lost time.
Now,the question that pops out of my 'rational' mind is , "Why did it take as long as 7 months?", "Why did I let someone effect me?". For that I have no answer. Neither I expect the answer to be revealed to me sometime soon. I have been through a lot of pep-talk ranging from the hedonic "Women are like local trains, you miss one. You get another one" to inspirational "Pursue it if you are truly interested" to the platonic "Let her free. If she is truly yours, she will come back". But trust me , none of this helps when you are really really down. Once again, the hero is YOU. Its in your own mind to perceive things in the right sense.
I now know that she has never loved me. Did i say so? NO. The lens of hindsight said so. She wouldn't have behaved the way she did, nor would've said the words she said if it was the other way around. It was one of a relationship that was never meant to be. What remains now are the deep etches on your psyche, more commonly called as 'memories'. I guess this post is turning out into more of a cry-baby "Oh No! I lost my girl" thingy. Forgive me for that, but that is not what I intend to do. So, I'll end the ranting here.
"cliched" as it may sound, I am still waiting for the right person to come along...and make my heart skip a beat(or two!). So, what am I going to do about it? Am I going to wait extra-time at the coffee machine, just that someone comes along and i can pick up a conversation? Or rather, am I going to ping random people on the social-networking sites and ask for dates? NO. I am going to go-ahead in my usual way,chin up, having no regrets about the past and looking dreamily ahead at the future and embrace life the way it should be embraced. I don't know if I will ever find the 'right person'. But I know this. Life is Beautiful.
When I heard the statement sometime back, I laughed at it. How can someone impact your life so deeply? But then I have come to realize that it is indeed possible. But the big factor for this impact is actually YOU. Yes, you heard it right. Its your own mind. I have been out of my previous relationship around 7 months back and now I feel I am in a great shape.I know about myself a lot better now. It feels great to be embracing life. Infact, more greedier than ever to make up for the lost time.
Now,the question that pops out of my 'rational' mind is , "Why did it take as long as 7 months?", "Why did I let someone effect me?". For that I have no answer. Neither I expect the answer to be revealed to me sometime soon. I have been through a lot of pep-talk ranging from the hedonic "Women are like local trains, you miss one. You get another one" to inspirational "Pursue it if you are truly interested" to the platonic "Let her free. If she is truly yours, she will come back". But trust me , none of this helps when you are really really down. Once again, the hero is YOU. Its in your own mind to perceive things in the right sense.
I now know that she has never loved me. Did i say so? NO. The lens of hindsight said so. She wouldn't have behaved the way she did, nor would've said the words she said if it was the other way around. It was one of a relationship that was never meant to be. What remains now are the deep etches on your psyche, more commonly called as 'memories'. I guess this post is turning out into more of a cry-baby "Oh No! I lost my girl" thingy. Forgive me for that, but that is not what I intend to do. So, I'll end the ranting here.
"cliched" as it may sound, I am still waiting for the right person to come along...and make my heart skip a beat(or two!). So, what am I going to do about it? Am I going to wait extra-time at the coffee machine, just that someone comes along and i can pick up a conversation? Or rather, am I going to ping random people on the social-networking sites and ask for dates? NO. I am going to go-ahead in my usual way,chin up, having no regrets about the past and looking dreamily ahead at the future and embrace life the way it should be embraced. I don't know if I will ever find the 'right person'. But I know this. Life is Beautiful.
3 comments:
Prophecy:
U'll meet a girl. Gradually, she will become the right match for you. You will realize that your heart has been skipping beats quite frequently. You may find her near the coffee vending machine or on a social networking site. May be you parents would schedule the first meeting or you will find her sitting on the next seat in a theater. Don't miss to watch any movie such as 'Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi'
May you find the right person, ahem girl, soon.
Cheers!!
Its not the love that lasts longest but its the one that is the Last.
The only important thing is find someone for whom you want to change yourself while she wants you to be yourself.
As they say , Its not worth to cry for someone who doesn't deserve it and the one who deserves it will never make you cry.
The best way to meet the right person is just to go on with life and let her come along one fine day :) and enjoy the sweetness of the anticipation itself.
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