There are certain situations one has to face where you feel nothing but helplessness !! Today one such situation happened to me and right now i am supposed to feel shocked and be paralyzed.But alas, i feel emptiness in me and i think of nothing....that's exactly my state now.There is nothing anybody can do to help me out of this predicament rather than empathizing with me.I know that.
I wish these type of situations never occur to me in future.But since it has anyway occured, i hope i have the courage to face the situation and deal it in a matured way. I hope i am a good son!! I hope i am a good brother!!!
There is lot of "hope" in my post now,this shows the extent of my helplessness.pccch.
Things have taken a nasty turn at home and the situation is worse.Yeah, really.
I thought of returning back to india, but my being or not being doesn't help now.Its all over and i have to face the situation as it is.Though i have accepted the situation ,I sincerely wish i had some super powers to change the past and determine the future.
My initial thought was to not publish this post, but since this is my blog and i intend to record all my thoughts truthfully , i am going ahead and posting this. I know this doesn't make sense to the readers(if any), but the point is "it is not intended to".Excuse me if you think i am AFU ( all fucked up !)
